Sunday, November 18, 2012

Skyfall Review: Shadows of the Past



As soon as Mr. bond went over the waterfall and is dragged underground in the opening credits, in which we hear Adele’s brassy and classic bond-themed song Skyfall, I thought Oh. This is going to be a katabasis, a descent and a return. But as we kept going underground, through tunnels, London’s subway system, WWII bunkers, over dark waters, and into the desolate misted hills of Scotland, I was waiting for the return, that light at the end of the tunnel. But it never happens. 

The themes of Skyfall come right out of the seventh house in astrology and the sign of Scorpio: death, sex, additions, ageing, and the past. All of these are played to their fullest and are cast in shadows and the color blue. Even the fight scenes are filled with mirrors, sharp over-the-shoulder angles, and shadows. In a Shanghai high-rise the gun shots and smashing of windows is acted through the dark of night and electric blue projections of fiber-optic tendrils and a luminescent jellyfish. James Bond (Daneil Crige) and his foe Patrice, played by Ola Rapace, are silhouettes of themselves fighting in the dark, lending to an almost theatrical display of armed combat.

Of course what would a James Bond flick be without the women. Judi Dench once again plays the motherly M. She is first and foremost the head of MI6 and plays her stochastic, emotionless self to the T, making the hard decision for the safety of England and the world with every turn. As the film progresses and the plot keeps its metaphoric and literal downward path, her hard-edged resolve is slowly melted away, as if all the films watery filled scenes attempt to wash away at her steadfastness while remnants of the past are reviled. Her performance is great and for being 77 years old and still captivating the audience, I say You go girl!

Naomie Harris (Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest) plays second fiddle to bond throughout the film and I wish she would have had I bigger role. She is a strong, graceful, and quick witted agent who acts as flirt and support for bond in several key scenes. She delivered her lines well and held the audience’s attention through high and low parts. I look forward to see her kick ass and hold her own in future films. The lovely and lithe Sévérine, played by Bérénice Lim Marlohe, is perhaps the stereotypical bond girl: Pretty and doomed play a part in the villain’s plans. Sévérine is more a prop than a character. Even her dresses plays up the fluid nature of the films, skin tight and shadowy evening gowns detailed with black curling designs.  

Javier Bardem (Eat Pray Love, No Country for Old Men), is Silva. He’s smooth like a snake and just as cunning. His blond hair and eyelashes and clay like face lean towards the grotesque. He is one good villain with just the right amount of crazy which makes his one step ahead of MI6 plot that more thrilling. Even in the end, with his final encounter with M, his dialogue rips at everything the film has been digging down towards.

Skyfall is classic James Bond, drawing from the old Bond mythos in every way: cars, women, martinis (shaken), bullets, and exotic locations. But all the tropes don’t bore you with the clichés. There are plenty of explosions, car chases, close calls —sometimes all in the same scene—to keep you on the edge of your seat the whole time. Don’t expect to come out on top with waving Union Jacks. This is a darker side of the bond story. It is a ride through the past, through fog and shadows and I highly recommend the trip.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

New Moon, New Names, New Projects

Happy New Moon Everyone.

So as you know these last few weeks (if not months) has been a very big transitional period for me. Graduation, then all the shifting duty’s and attitudes around the farm, not to mention the ever present changing of the seasons, then that ended and I moved back to Lakeville. That's a lot for less than seven months. Now I’m looking for a job in the non-profit sector as opposed to agriculture (still wondering if that’s the right choice). On top of all that, I’m really trying focusing on the writing, which if you are reading this blog, I do truly thank you.

With all of these changes I feel the need to renovating and reconstructing my public identity. I’ve been published under Charles Grabuski in the Roaring Muse, The Naked Feather, and the short story The Illumination of Queen Bees (P.S. there are only two copies left). I have an urban occult story out for consideration from Anarchron Press in the UK under then name Charles Joseph Grabuski. I really hope that one will get published cause that would be awesome. Send some prayers and energy my way. But my full name sounds to clunky. It’s a bit long and I’d like something a bit more condensed; a byline that maybe sounds and looks a little more authorial.


In the new moon light (or absence thereof) I’m choosing CJ Grabuski as my new byline. I like it. It’s quick, to the point and retains my last name which I truly do love. Future husband, please realize that I will be keeping my last name but will consider hyphenating.

With this new name, I’m also switching email addresses. I’m keeping my university e-mail (grabu004@d.umn.edu) as my main/professional address but for the writing, the short stories, and The Lunacy Project, I’ve created cjgrabuski@gmail.com. Either will be ways fine ways of contacting me. The website is currently under development as I construct something more professional than the Google site. I’m keeping it up and running for now seeing how I’m trying to stay focused on the writing aspect of the whole thing. In fact, besides sending off three resumes, I've started a novella today.

Speaking of the New Moon: there’s just over a week left to sign up for this month’s story (or sign up for a whole year if the spirit moves you). This month’s story is really good. I’m really proud of it. I hope you in turn will find it just as good.

NEW PROJECT
Kailey Mo Becker is an amazing graphic designer and dear friend of mine and together we have created the Ten Words or Less project. Simply put, I’ve written little phrases from various stories I’ve gotten published or put up on the blog. From these ten words (or less) she creates beautiful pieces of art. She has a passion for typefaces and a keen eye for fresh design. If you like them, like the page, share it on your wall, tell your friends. If you would like a print,  please let either her or me know by shooting us an e-mail. They are 6inx6in so keep that in mind. We are currently working out printing and pricing options. There will be a formal page on each of our websites once things are finalized. In the mean time check back often for more updates on the project. Thank you for your support.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Cloud Atlas Review: Time for Love



*audio recording here*

Every November 5th I start off with the intention of watching V for Vendetta. I’ve seen it maybe a dozen times and it never gets old. Perhaps that’s because the films central message is that ideas can never die. That’s a powerful message for sure. It’s true and harsh and beautiful. But I think I might have found a movie for November 6th: Cloud Atlas.

I went to the theater last night with my dearest friend Kailey Mo Becker. I hadn’t seen her in almost 9 months and it was so wonderful to see her again. Once the movie started it took me a while to figure out what was going on exactly, in fact it took most of the 2 hours and 50 minutes. There are several main plot lines spanning four hundred years of history, many of them overlapping. But it was fun trying to fit all the shifting pieces of the puzzle around and put them together. This movie definitely requires you to use your brain, and for that I am glad. During the first half I was attempting to find the plot line for each of the stories while trying to figured out how they are all connected through time; and ultimately through love.

The acting was superb. Halle Barry plays several prominent roles as is completely redeemed for that whole Cat Woman thing. Tom Hanks (Castway, Lost in Translation, Larry Crowne) stars in just as many roles and displays a wide array of talents as an actor. Timothy Broadbent (Mulan Rouge, Harry Potter), Jim Sturgess (Across the Universe), Ben Whishaw (Skyfall), and the lovely and powerful Susan Sarandon ( Alien, Avatar, Political Animals) all performed so well in there many roles. It was a wonderful experience to see all these amazing actors play so many uniquely different roles throughout the various plot lines.

It is sort of serendipitous that I had a conversation with my parents the other night about reincarnation. My stance is (was?) that it really doesn’t matter. Past lives, eh, you can make that stuff up. You know how it ended. But if you look at the cyclical nature of things i.e. the water cycle, the carbon cycle, bird and fish migrations, the turning of the seasons –that sort of thing- then yes, I’m pretty sure we, our souls if you will, go through some sort of recycling/reincarnation thing. And that’s cool but there isn’t much I can do with a past life. I’m here now, doing my work, living this life. I have different objectives than I did in a previous life, different cells, different genetics, and different experiences. The only thing that truly matters in being the best person I can be today.

So what I loved what most about Cloud Atlas was this idea that those whom we love and those who we hurt get carried with us throughout our lives. Our circumstances change. The time we live in today is different. The technology advances but the essence, the souls of those we impact, get carried with us through time and space. It’s beautiful really. If not real than profoundly poetic to the point that its message can only aid us in our understanding of how we relate to each other. I’d like to think of the people who I’ve met in my 23 years of (this?) life that as people whom I’ve met before (maybe this is why I say “See you later” instead of “Good-bye”). Maybe my best friends were past lovers. Maybe they were family members who I had a grudge against. Bullies I elementary school were once co-workers or bosses. Friends of today and tomorrow might be my brothers and sisters in some distant future.

“From womb to tomb, our lives are not our own. We are bound to others, past and present, and by each crime and every kindness, we birth our future.” Sonmi-451.
-David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas

It’s nice to think that with all the chaos life can bring and all the transformations around us (environmental, political, economic, temporal and special) that there is a tethering –a bond of love -that we carry with us as we live and move and have our being. That no matter what happens after we pass over, if this reincarnation thing is true, if we get recycled and get to experience the joys and sorrows of an earthly existence once again, that we are still bound to one another indefinitely. In love, in pain, through it all, we will find each other time and time again.

This is most profoundly felt when Sonmi-451 (Donna Bea) is being interviewed by the Archivist, played by James D'Arcy (An American Haunting, Master and Commander) towards the end of the film. This is when all these plot lines and all the threads from all the different stories finally come together, Sonmi-451 is asked if she fell in love with Hae-Joo Chang (Jim Stuggess). She says she is still in love with him, would always love him. We are shown their love does not transcend time but flows through it, with it. We see every incarnation of their love through time. It was beautiful and lovely and yes, I cried a little.

So I think the lesson her is be kind to one another. Love one another unconditionally. Freed or enslaved. Love with all the open space a heart can have, which is, as big as whole of time.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Submissions, Subscriptions, and News

Hey all you lovely readers and friends,

So it’s a shorter blog post this week. I’ve been really busy trying to edit a piece for an open submission that is due on November 1st. I found out about it less than two weeks ago and I’ve been struggling with it ever since then. I literally said today “I want to rewrite the whole thing”. I’m kind of serious about it. If I stayed up all night I could really make something really cool out of it but that just comes with working on one’s own voice. Wish me luck throughout the week on doing some good editing and on getting it published.

In recent news I shipped off this moon’s Lunacy Project out on Friday so if you subscribed that should have arrived at your doorstep yesterday or today! Enjoy. Tell your friends and sign up for this next month. I’ve started the first staged of the next story and I’m really excited for this one. It’s definitely different than last months. I’m working on my style and how to frame the plot and I’m really happy with the way it’s evolving. The next month’s story will go out on November 26th so you do have some time.

In other news I will be headed back the twin cities at the end of this week. For all my cities people, hit me up, I’m sure I’ll be sticking around for a while. But I still have to get through this week; lots of packing and cleaning up left to do. Tomorrow is my last day in Grand Forks. Thank you everyone at Amazing Grains for making me feel so welcome when I came into the co-op on Wednesdays. You are all lovely, beautiful, and amazing individuals.

I will write about my time here at the farm but I need to get back to editing and hand wringing.
Wish me luck and safe travels in the days to come; looking forward to seeing all my Twins Cities folk soon.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

The Lunacy Project

I’m so excited to be able to bring this to all you wonderful people. As some of you may know, I’ve been working on this project for a while now. Well today is the day I launch what I’m calling The Lunacy Project. This is a crowd sourcing opportunity to bring you, dear readers, my work.

I’m continuing to submit work to magazines, on-line and other wise, and other publishers but in the mean time I would like to give you a chance to read original works approximately once a month. Every lunar cycle you will receive a piece of short fiction no less than fifteen hundred words in length; some months will be significantly longer. Each full moon you will find a new story in your in-box or your mail box. Subscribers are encouraged to send inspirations, setting ideas, and character descriptions if they so choose to.

Email subscriptions will be sent as a pdf.

Snail mail subscriptions will be sent a few days before the full moon to ensure you will receive it at approximately the same time as the e-mail subscribers. Depending on the speed of the mail, you might even get it before the full moon. These will be printed on high-quality paper, signed, and sealed with wax. This is by far the more impressive and amusing option.

Subscribe at least five days before the full moon in order to receive that cycles story. To make this happen I’m asking for $5.00 for paper subscriptions and $3.00 for the pdf. A full year’s worth of stories –there are about thirteen full moons a year—is $50.00 for paper and $30.00 for the pdf. If you are an e-mail subscriber and wish to get a hard copy of that cycle’s story, I ask for $3.00 to cover paper, wax, and shipping costs. Feel free to e-mail me at grabu004@gmail.com for more information.

Thank you so much for indulging me in this quest. Your participation is greatly appreciated and I’m delighted to be able to make this a reality. If you should chose to sign up now, the first story goes out on the October 29th.